Waiting...

So I know that I said I'd write about going though the motions of worshiping but when i sat down to write about it I was going on a blank so I wrote what i was thinking about.. Which is my future husband... 

I may not be very old yet but I still feel like waiting for Mr. Right (if God even has a Mr. Right for me) is going to take forever! When i was younger I always thought I'd get married right out of high school. Well i wanted to get married by then anyway. So now that I'm out of high school and not married I feel like its going to be a long time before i get married. I understand that I need to have patience and wait on the Lord's timing but some days are harder then others.  I don't know about you but some days I would just like to have someone who I can just call up and chat with about anything and everything. I have friends that I can talk to about stuff but I'd like to have that one person God picked for me. Because I know if His picked him then he(mr. right) is really going to care about what I'm saying.

I also have days where I'd like to just take care of 'my man'. I often wonder if the fact that I feel like I'm ready to be a home maker is a sign that I'm getting closer to finding Mr. Right or that maybe I've already found him and God is just working on our hearts. Which leads me to my next thought. 

How will I know when the right one is in my life? Is there going to be this moment where I just know this is what the Lord wants?  Or will it be this long process of questioning to make sure we agree on most things? Which also makes me wonder, Am I going to date many different guys or will God bring one man into my life? I have so much to learn and so much growing to do before I get married. Shoot, maybe even before I date! I guess I'm just going to have to get more patiences. Thanks for reading my Random Ramblings! :)

~Katharine

My NEW Option On Being Homeschooling.

My option on being homeschooling. If you would have asked me a few weeks back if i wanted to homeschool my children in the future i would have told you "no way!" But after listening to these lessons by Mike Matiscik I've changed my mind. You see Mike explained something that I already knew but had never really clicked in my mind. He explained that it doesn't matter what kind of parents you have, or even if you had parents in you're life. You, as a believer in Christ, you now have God as you're father! And He is the one who we should be striving to be like, therefore we shouldn't worry about being our parents on earth. You now have a  heavenly father who is perfect and will help you to be like Him! So after hearing this I realized that I could be a Godly mother, no matter what my up bring was. And as long as I teach my children through Christ it won't matter if i'm the smartest person on earth. If i keep Christ as my focus then I don't need to worry about if i'm 'good enough' to homeschool my children. Now does this mean that I have my heart set on only homeschooling? No, it means that now i'm willing to do either homeschool, public, or private school my children. Whatever my husband and I decided in the far future! 

Plus, I've also realized that if i send my children to a public or even private school someone else is teaching them and the world doesn't have a fear or love of God. Would i really want my children to spend 8 hours a day stuck in the world like that? I don't really think so, but if i do ended up sending my children to school there would be no TV in my house unless their father and I am with them. AHH, to much world to keep away from young minds!! 

Alright so here is my Random Rambling for the day!  I think i'll be posting one tomorrow or some time this week about going through the motions of worshiping. 

~Katharine